I had been out of the blogging world for a long time and I apologize.
These past few weeks had been an emotional roller coaster ride, which provided a lot of realizations and learning for me.
Yes, indeed. To everyone who is a friend in my Facebook, I’m pretty sure you know what I’m talking about.
My breakup had been hard and really emotional. I don’t think because it had been the first relationship I had been into as I’ve been into worse heart aches (not romantically related) before. I know I will live through this and I’m already in the right path.
I think it hurt more because he didn’t give a chance to work out the issues to actually make it work. And that my trust has been betrayed.
But I’m over it now and my friends had been all great.
In the end, acceptance is indeed what makes us strong.
And having an open mind to friendship does wonders than taking a grudge for along time. I learned that the hard way. As my closest friends would say, I used to be a positive thinker, and I could be again. And an aunt told me to forgive and forget, to ease the pain.
Thank you Auntie. I know what you mean since you’ve been through this and I’m really awed by the forgiveness you gave to your ex-husband. Your constant IM status always says it all… “Feels Loved”.
I also got to an outlet I never thought I would have.
To actually BEAUTIFY myself. LOL. That is indeed a breakthrough for me since I’ve been “tomboyish” in a way for all my life. Extreme casual was my fashion sense. Now, in order to feel good about myself, I resorted my changing my forever straight hair, buy more “girly” clothes and shoes, and be extremely feminine when I feel like it.
Makeovers do indeed make wonders. :) And I’m still continuing with this phase. I really feel good, inside and out.
I’d rather have this outlet compared to drink or cigarette binging. I don’t think resorting to vices would do me any good. I’d rather sacrifice my budget for a whole new wardrobe instead of my health.
As of the moment, for HIM, I’m just here as a friend when you need a friend. That is all that matters right now. :)
