I found an old article I made a long time ago. Some have changed, some have remained. I hope someday, a good outcome will come out.
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To ask why I am suddenly writing this post is unknown.
All I know is I feel lonely again and this time, the pain seems to be stronger than before. Even when things have started to on routine, life has been organized, and there are a bit of improvements in my life, a lot is still missing. Day by day, I’m going back to the time I’m thinking too much, feeling to much. I’m hating it.
There is so much I want to say and I want to write but when I open my notebook to express myself, the words leave. When I take a piece of paper to doodle my emotions out, I’m left feeling dissatisfied of the output.
When I want to sing, I can’t sing.
When I want to dance, I fall because of my two left feet.
When I want to talk to someone, I can’t seem to trust someone with my thoughts.
I seem to have too many issues and too many standards.
I’m doing my best to live a simple life with a simple heart.
But I am a human being after all. I think, I love, I feel.
The next posts will be, after all, a new chapter. A new story, a new routine.
It may be a boring life again. It may be another routine.
Or it could be another adventure.
Life, after all, is a mystery.
