Archive for September, 2010

Before midnight hits

Before midnight hits

I’ve been on a week-long hiatus.

Not because I didn’t have the urge to blog. I wanted to. I WANT to! But work and life got in the way to actually make my brain and body still function at the end of the day to post anything.

But not now, not on the last day before I turn 29… the last age I will get in the line of 2 before I hit the line of 3.

Is it a big deal?

In a way it is.

I will soon be nearing 30 and I still don’t know what to do with my life.

My family, financial and work issues have not reached a solution and I’m still coping with it.

My heart was broken earlier this year and up to now, honestly, I’m still doing my best to null the pain away. The bastard did not give me the decent respect for a breakup. The person I thought who will understand my flaws and still bear with me (as I did with him), didn’t live up to the relationship.

And against all these odds…

The doors opened for more friends (old and new)…

I finally realized the beauty (inner and outer) I had all along. Friends, please go along, it is my post after all. LOL…

I had the urge to blog constantly (despite time constraints)…

I was able to do a “simple” model photoshoot with friends and it boosted my confidence. And another one is coming…

I actually made a birthday wishlist, which I never did before…

I am more active on Facebook and on other social networks, realizing how many friends I never thought I had and I feel like its time to make up for the time I lost not being in communication with them. Even if I can’t be with everyone physically, at least I could reach them and be updated with their lives via the Internet. Hooray Internet!

Right now, I hear my dad’s radio playing Happy Birthday. In truth, I’m never the one to expect much on my birthdays. It changed though when my ex and I were still together. Now, I feel like back to square one.

But NO. Things have changed.

I HAVE CHANGED. And this turning point of 29 will be a witness to those changes.

I can’t say I’m happy. I can’t say I’m sad either.

I’m in this vertigo of feeling nothing but at the same time feeling something from the cosmos that something is coming my way. Something that will change my life in a positive way I never expected.

It’s a waiting game of sorts. Something I have to ponder on when the time arrives.

For some strange reason, the music below tells a lot of my current emotions. Usually, Canon is played at weddings (as if that is happening to me). As of this moment, the music personifies my feelings of waiting and expectations… of fear and adventure…



Pachelbel’s canon in D Major – Very nice version

So cheers to tomorrow… for my birthday.

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roleplaying in FB?

roleplaying in FB?

I’m a social network addict. So Facebook is not faraway from my everyday routine. It is the also a good way for me to be updated on my friends’ lives even if we don’t see each other regularly. I really love the way Internet connects everybody and I will not stop saying how much I love it <3

Being connected also means having fun with friends via status and comments.

Here are one of my roleplaying stints with a friend. Really fun!

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ALLEN: ay nalulunod sa lalim ng tagalog ninyo XD [is sinking from the depth of your (friends) Tagalog]

ME: dapatwa’t hindi mo matanto ang aming pinag-uusapan? XD [ Therefore, you don't understand a thing we are saying ]

PAUL: sa makatuwid [ Therefore... ]

ME: hindi kaya’t banyaga ang ating kaibigang allen paul? XD [ Don't you think our friend, Allen, is a foreigner? ]

MERDIE: hindi nyo ba nalalaman na si allen ay may dugong bughaw? :)) [ Don't you guys know Allen has royal blood? ]

ME: *hindot* Talaga?! Kung ganon man, dukeng allen, kailan mo kami aanyayahan sa inyong kastilyo? :D [ *gasp* Really? If that is the case... Duke Allen, when will you invite us to your castle? ]

ALLEN: I am sorry but I find it terribly laborious for my mind to wrap around this commoner’s speak you all use.

If you may excuse me I shall be drinking tea under the eaves of my pergola savoring the splendid landscaping my servants have created f…or me this day.

You are all very welcome to commune with me at which time you are all unrestricted.

ALLEN: Lol!

ME: oh dear sakes my dear duke, such abhorrent words used to mere commoners. We must refrain in saying such things as we degrade ourselves to our level of wit and intelligence born only from the ranks of elite society we indulge ourselves in.

MERDIE: bleeding… :))

PAUL: Major Major

ME: dear duke, the commoners are bleeding, please do have a heart and send them to a healer!

ALLEN: Alas if they are bleeding from such foul orifices so shall I acquiesce to your wishes my lady.

T’would be nice to take leave from such high-born pretenses.

ME: oh dear duke… indeed you have a heart for such poor creatures. Shall we commence in bringing their pathetic predicaments into light?

ALLEN: For we are learned men and women so shall we teach the path of a better life to those who stand low so as long they bow before their betters.

ME: Indeed duke. Who are we but mere higher elites to show the low-living populace how to indeed make their lives better but to serve those higher their status.

JENNY: At kailan naging Duke si Allen, mahal na Prinsesa!? Siya ang ating dakilang tagapagluto at tagapagtanggol ng kaharian!!!

*palakpak*

Ginoong Allen!!! Ihain na ang tanghalian. Nagugutom na ang mahal na Reyna.

[ And just when did Allen became a Duke, Princess (referring to me)!? He is a mere cook and protector of the kingdom!

*claps hands*

Sir Allen! Prepare the food! The Queen (referring to herself) is hungry! ]

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Ahahaha! What fun! :D

The Trouble on the Concept of Economy

The Trouble on the Concept of Economy

This is what most of us often do.

We tend to be thrifty on items we deem necessary and can be thrifty on.

True, instead of constantly buying your meal from restaurants or fast foods, you can bring your own lunchbox. Instead of being at the mall every weekend to watch a movie, you could wait for the DVD version to come out and watch from the comforts of your home. That way, you will not be tempted to go elsewhere in the mall and possibly spend more than what you intended. Instead of buying sodas outside, you could settle for healthy H2O. Instead of buying that new game you’ve been wanting, try to search online for a torrent download. I know, the method is illegal but let’s face it, it happens.

Bottomline, there are ways to get what we need and want with the cheapest alternative we can find.

BUT.

With all the income saved from being thrifty, I bet that money goes somewhere else we could call “luxury”.

Remember the lunch and movie savings? I bet they go to fine dining experience every weekend. Or maybe, the money is spent on some new clothes and shoes. Or maybe, to some new gadget you’ve been eyeing upon but do not necessarily need.

Bottomline, the money saved goes elsewhere where it WILL NOT earn. This is saying goodbye to savings and investments.

True economy consists in making the income exceed the expenses.

If your clothes are in good condition, then you don’t need more to cramp your closet. You don’t need branded labels to cloth yourself. You will not die from eating plainer, if not healthier food. Mend old items if they could still be mended. Live simpler and save so that, in whatever circumstances, unless some accident happens (I hope not. Knocks on wood), there will be a margin in favor of the income. The money saved can be placed in some form of investment so it could go on accumulating, and in this way, a great turnabout can happen.

Such attitude will require training but once you get used to it there will be a great feeling of rational saving than in irrational spending.

There is a simple cure against extravagance and for mistaken economy.

1. Get a notebook. Create two columns. One notebook labeled “necessities” and the other “luxuries” or “Wants”.

2. Everyday, write down every expenditure you have.

By the end of the week (or even month, if you prefer to total everyhing at this timeframe), you WILL see that necessities take only a small portion of what most of us can earn.

According to a quote from a personality named Dr. Franklin,

“it is the eyes of others and not our own eyes which ruin us. If all the world were blind except myself I should not care for fine clothes or furniture.”

We are often driven by what society dictates is cool and necessary when in fact, we can live without the “hip” and the “new”. Trends are good but constantly following the trend can lead to an individual’s economic downfall.

Basically, each one of us have to concentrate on what is “necessary” for our existence. Being aware of this will help us achieve the concept of True Economy.