Snarky relives!
August 28, 2009 by Jasmine
Filed under Fiction, Online Fun
Going through old backup CDs last night, I went through old files (of websites and projects) and I stumbled upon an old website I made with a college friend called, Snarky Love.
It’s a fanfiction site for our favorite Sailormoon couple (made up pairing). I designed the website with CSS (one of my first attempts!) and Monique posted here one of her works as a writer.
This website had brought back memories of our days together on how we go gaga over pictures, fanfictions, fanarts of the pair. We love the mutual dislike this pair has and up to now, we just can’t help but feel some happy seeing this website up and again on my own server. ^^
So as long as my blog lives (in its own domain) this Snarky Love website will also stay. 
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The Updated Doll Me
It’s amazing how everytime I get back to elouai.com, I end up making a new version (doll) of myself. Even without my previous dolls (I’ve lost them along the way), I believe my dolls are becoming more mature in a sense that the fashion style has changed and the way my features are changing. There’s a sense of change in there. I just feel it. It’s weird that a simple doll application could make me suddenly realize that. Hmmm. Well, the only thing constant in this world is change after all. 
Anyways. try it out yourself. It’s adorable and cute!
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Getting Old
Gosh. The time for me to be a year older is drawing near and as much it didn’t bother me before, it does now.
Don’t get me wrong, I feel young. I look young. I am a child at heart. But I can feel the years going by whenever I get busier day by day. I feel the responsibilities weighing on my shoulders. I feel the pressure of financial issues around me and I fear so much the financial instability I am in. I can’t save enough to make investments or to at least appease myself with the financial crisis. Whenever I look at the mirror, I can see the eyebags coming out under the eyes and a haggard face looking back at me at the end of a very tiring day. I easily get tired doing household chores. I easily get sick from various reasons. I can feel age trying to take dominion over my body and I’m hating it.
Is this what they call mid-life crisis? I think I’m not yet there but if feels like it. 0_0
It feels like I’m catching up with a lot of things. There are things I want to do but responsibilities are hindering me to do jus t that. I have to do things one at a time to secure my health even when I want to do things simultaneously.
It’s impossible to think so much but that is just what I am doing.
It’s giving me a headache.
As usual, I am not looking forward to my birthday. But I am keeping a happy face because I am very sure too much questions will be asked and I am not up to answering those questions.
I just wish someone could help me do something about it. But it is not a good thing to ask if I can’t sort it out by myself.
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Bothersome?
Have you ever wondered why at times you can’t confide to those closest to you?
Is it because…
- you know the other person has enough problems on their own so why bother them with your problems,
- you think you are too emo and to confide is a waste of time even when you are hurting a lot,
- the other person might be too busy or too tired to disturb further,
- you think they wouldn’t understand what you feel since they are not in your shoes
… and what else is there?
Shouldn’t it be that those closest to you understand you the most?
That just isn’t the way of the world I guess.
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